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Because I Love You. by dancinerd, literature

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Because I Love You.

And the thing is that I'll be waiting. Night after night. Day after day. Joke after joke. Fake laugh after fake laugh. I'll be waiting, because I love you. And the thing is that I'll be pretending. That I don't care that you love her. That I don't care that you'd leave me in a second. That I don't care that you left me in the dust. That I don't care that I'm alone and you'll have her soon. I'll be pretending, because I love you. And the thing is that I'll be listening. To your every problem. To your every care. To your every joke. To your every odd moment. And I'll be listening, because I love you. And the thing is that I'll

All She Ever Wanted. by dancinerd, literature

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All She Ever Wanted.

All she ever wanted was love. But that was impossible. She was trapped. Trapped behind lies and walls. Walls she built around herself. To keep others out... or herself in? Never matter. All she ever wanted was love. So she changed. Her clothes, her hair, who she was at every aspect. And they came to appreciate it. All of them, every color, shape, and size. But none of it was what she had hoped for. Never matter. All she ever wanted was love. Love. Not this trashy, dead-end game. Not these endless lies. Not these meaningless words, hidden behind the facade of a computer screen. That screen that told her everything she wanted

Why? by dancinerd, literature

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Why?

Spinning, twirling, whipping around, I don't understand how my feet stay on the ground. Through this blur of sky I can see That perfect girl, the one I'm supposed to be. Silky skin and flowing hair, She always knows what clothes she should wear. Her wardrobe, perfect in every way, It's like the whole thing was given to her one day. I hear the winds whisper in the trees, She's the one, she's got to be. The girl who's flawless in every light, Her smile glows and birds take flight. I stare up at the endless blue sky, And the only thought that fills my head is, why? How am I not she, that makes the birds fly, How am I not she, the

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I'd be dead without you

I wished for my death I prayed myself away but now that I have you I love every day I got through the bad I god through the dark I came out on top though not without a mark The scars of the past will haunt me Happy thoughts won't always be enough But now I have something to chase away the hauntings Someone who can call my bluff My lovely friends who hold me tight who are able to expel my darkest night My paranoia eases when I see you Because I know there's nothing I could do to keep you from loving me and I pray to God this is not a dream For once in my life I pray as hard as I can to keep this reality I do not want to s

About dancinerd

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July 11
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M'name's Megan. Girl. 16. Junior. Universal vent. Potterhead. Writer. Musician (kinda). Ballerina. Tap dancer. Hopeless Romantic. Pathetic excuse for a singer. Starkid. Music fanatic. If you want to know more about me, read the box below or leave me a note! I like to make new friends!

Current Residence: Over the rainbow.
Favourite genre of music: I hate genres. Music is music. Most of it is good. But the stuff on the radio is crap.
Favourite style of art: Oil Pastels
MP3 player of choice: Zune, but I haz an iPod at the moment.
Shell of choice: Turtle
Wallpaper of choice: Stripes!!
Skin of choice: Uhhh... human skin?
Favourite cartoon character: Ginger Foutley
Personal Quote: "That's what real love amounts to - letting a person be what he really is."- Jim Morr

Favourite Visual Artist

Degas

Favourite Movies

At the moment, probably Benny and Joon

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Jack's Mannequin and/or Darren Criss

Favourite Writers

Dr. Suess, John Green, Maureen Johnson, Walt Whitman, J.D. Salinger

Favourite Games

The ninja game. If you haven't played it, you need to go to a nerd gathering.

Other Interests

Dance, Poetry, Blogging.... Nerding around? Yeah, that.

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Aug 25, 2012

Am I supposed to be here?

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It has been a long road from all of the pain and chaos of my sohpomore year in high school to this moment. I was left and let down by many a friend, and although I did have people with me throughout it all, there were times when I felt so alone that I was convinced no one would miss me if I had decided to take my own life. This was the year of my breakdown. It was the year that I realized the path I had been headed down just wasn't for me. Today I sit knowing that I have friends in different places than expected, and that there are people who love me that I didn't really know were willing to take me in like they are. I went to a party today

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Aug 23, 2012

A,LSKDFALSF,LJK

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I'm EXTREMELY worried about one of my close friends right now. Yes, this is the one I wrote a journal about two entries ago. The one with the new relationship and blah blah blah? Yeh her. I'm terrified that her boyfriend might tell her that he loves her within the week. I know that most people reading this will tell me to butt the hell out of this girl's life, because it's her life and not mine... but I just care about her too much. I mean, we both get on each others' nerves every once in a while, but she's my best friend. I've known her since I was three years old and she's so important to me. The very last thing I want is for her to have h

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Aug 20, 2012

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I can't seem to have a conversation or make a joke with anyone lately without upsetting them. Every time I say something, it's that one thing that took it too far, or it's the breaking point that turns a discussion into a fight. I don't know how to talk to people, so I don't know why I do. I go around to people and upset them and I guess that's my job. Not really good at much else. Consider this a warning: If you're smart you'll stay away from me for as long as you can. All I'll do in the end is make you upset and you'll wonder why you wanted to know me in the first place. I know I do.

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AlexisAuer

Jul 23, 2011

Jul 23, 2011

MEGAN, I HOPE YOU GET ON SOON-- CAUSE I HAVE A QUESTION AND MY PHONE IS DEAD AND I'M LAZY TO CHARGE IT--. DO YOU WANT TO COME OVER TODAY FOR DINNER?

My God Parents and my sister's boyfriend's coming over too and my dad's making home made pizza with all like-- home made shtuff... and shtuff..

So like yeah--... And stuff eu e

Jul 31, 2011

SORRY I WASN'T HOME OR ABLE TO ACCESS THE INTERNETS. I FEEL BAD NOW. BUT I WANTS TO SEE YOU. <3

Jul 31, 2011

IT'S OK, I WANT TO SEE YOU TOO, THOUGH ; O ;

Aug 7, 2011

I'M SEEING YOU TOMORROW

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May 17, 2011

WHEREAREYOU?WHEREAREYOU?WHEREAREYOU?WHEREAREYOU?WHEREAREYOU?WHEREAREYOU?WHEREAREYOU?WHEREAREYOU?WHEREAREYOU?WHEREAREYOU?WHEREAREYOU?WHEREAREYOU?WHEREAREYOU?WHEREAREYOU?WHEREAREYOU?WHEREAREYOU?WHEREAREYOU?WHEREAREYOU?WHEREAREYOU?WHEREAREYOU?WHEREAREYOU?WHEREAREYOU?WHEREAREYOU?WHEREAREYOU?WHEREAREYOU?